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[06 Feb 2008|01:30am] |
i love rob and big. i thought my love for both of them would die down over time but it hasn't.
i also just read that the format isn't going to be making music anymore and i am sad.
how come everyone around me is going through some horrible shit?? and i am not?? maybe i'm just meant to be there. but i suck sometimes. i just want to be AWESOME. i'm tired, shut up.
i would like to buy a net gun.
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[06 Feb 2008|01:29am] |
OMG it's been so long since i've updated/looked at this.
oh well.
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| HELLOOOO LTNT |
[06 Aug 2007|09:39pm] |
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so, it's been almost 2 years since i've been on this and i can't handle all of the old entries i made so i stopped reading after a while.
ltnt means long time not talk...HAHAH
anyways...quick update...
life is good and happy, i live with tom and buttons, the 2 loves of my life, in a cute little apartment in worcester. i work full timely at best buy as the operations senior.
i like to do things such as hang out with people that i love, go to the beach, drink alcoholic beverages, eat delicious food that i shouldnt, sing and dance, drink coffee 24/7, etc. i go to school part time. i'm trying to figure everything out and it seems to be slowly happening which is fine with me.
maybe ill be an interior designer. or a vet. or a psychologist. or a business woman. or a doggy trainer. or a chef. or a full time mom......uhhh.....eww no
this is what happens in my mind daily.
in any event, i like people who are happy and positive. i like to laugh a LOT. my favorite is when i laugh so hard that i cry...but that only happens when something is really funny...at least in my mind. people who are constantly negative and/or complain too much make me mad. i complain sometimes too but BE SERIOUS. SMILE SOMETIMES AND SHUT UP. thanks.
leave me messages if you are still using this LJ world!!!!!!!!!
<3!
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| our hell ends every weekend |
[21 Oct 2005|05:21pm] |
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i want to sell my ipod & buy the new one. mine is a 20 gb [5,000 songs] 4th generation ipod. i will sell the case and the itrip with it if you'd like! i'm unsure about prices...if you are interested, IM me or email me or call me or leave comments. holler.
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[05 Oct 2005|02:07pm] |
HAHAHA
i liked this game
 | | The Window Shopper
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)
Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper.
You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.
Your exact opposite:
The Stiletto
Deliberate Brutal Sex Master
| Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.
Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.
BEWARE: The Hornivore
CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy, The Boy Next Door |
Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: radioknobs |
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[01 Oct 2005|10:43pm] |
http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=11348472
if you do this
it takes a while
but is worth it because you get an ipod. for free. after completing an offer. i did the offer where you get 14 cd's if you buy one. which is also, amazing. it takes a little while but i'd say DO IT.<3
*edit* i guess that offer isnt available since i already did it. but many others are good too. okay yay.
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[24 Sep 2005|11:39pm] |
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okay. so.
here's what's going on in my life.
if anyone knows anyone from the university of new hamshire, feel free to try to get me 2 tickets to dane cook because its sold out. thanks.
also, someone feel free to hang out with me tomorrow [sunday].
also.
i have like 14 shows coming up. which i am excited about. if anyone wants to join me and my CREW for any, feel free to contact me.
i definitely said feel free like 14 times.
uhhh i hate life
and bored
okay
okay
someone show up at my house right now or make my cell phone ring.
the end.
<3
PS i like you
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[13 Sep 2005|05:05pm] |
two girls just walked calmly down my street while playing skip-it. but just walking. with a skip-it.
someone please end high school now thanks.
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[28 Aug 2005|08:24pm] |
well.
peace out summer.
you were interesting.
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[01 Aug 2005|01:18am] |
it's whenever this shit happens, that i want to say everything that i don't say to people. and that i want to do everything. so that when it's my time, i wont have any regrets. and i wont wish that i affected this person or that i told these people things, because i will have. and i will be as good of a person as i can be. for all of the people that don't have the chance. and i wont forget about it and wait for it to happen again to remind me of how important that it was to me and to others, at one point. i just want to do fucking everything. i don't want to sleep, ever. i want to drive and go and talk and love and never be afraid to hold anything back unless it can hurt someone.
i feel really sorry, and i don't know why. sorry that it had to happen this time. and last time. and all the times that this has happened. and sorry to the people who knew them better. and sorry that i didn't find out until now and that i couldn't be there for people if they needed me. and sorry to anyone that i've ever hurt in my life. or to anyone that i could have helped but didn't. or if there was a chance that i should have taken but didn't. i'm sorry. i kind of need someone right now. i don't ever really NEED someone. but just tonight, right now, i just wish that maybe a certain person or certain people could realize that i am always there for them no matter what and if they needed me i would be there. maybe i just need to realize that i need to need someone ELSE. but i really shouldn't say anything really because even if it's not realized, i will still wake up tomorrow and have the same intentions and be happy with being a person who never needs someone else. someone who is genuinely happy with sometimes being with other people, but not needing other people to be okay. sometimes i can want someone else, but i rarely NEED someone.
what did i just say.
they just keep choosing people that are too young and that don't deserve it. i just keep thinking that it's going to be someone else next and i can't think about that anymore.
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| cutest day of LIFE&#)@(&!!!!. |
[30 Jul 2005|01:18am] |
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i cannot take credit for these pictures, because i stole them from lyndsey's snapfish, from her camera. she is perfect.
yesterday, carley&I met up at best buy and adventured out to peabody to meet up with lyndsey. we went to the aquarium and went mini golfing and ate ice cream and had adventures galore.
( CLICK FOR LOVE. )
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[17 Jul 2005|10:17am] |
i'm back from france and i miss some people!!
france was cool. and fun. and long. the first week and a half was perfect. then i got homesick.
anyways, i have a sore throat and a cold and cramps and i'm going to work. hahaHAHA.
call me and stuff, leave messages. text. and all the goods. i like that.
PS i dont read peoples LJ really ever anymore. im sorry. okay.
<3
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| I'M GOING AWAY FOREVER |
[30 Jun 2005|11:22am] |
i'm going to france.
i wont be back. ever.
until july 16th.
i obviously will have no reception on my cellular phone.
i will see if there is anywhere i can go online there, but, i doubt it.
call my cell & leave me messages. i can still get those.
i will miss you all. mostly. <3
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**EDIT**
IF YOU WANT A POSTCARD, CALL MY CELL PHONE, AND LEAVE ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR ADDRESS. INCLUDING TOWN&ZIPCODE. OKAY.?
i really am gonna send them out this time, too. unlike last time.
okay bye.!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥
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| to sleep in your arms, to think, we'll never fall apart. |
[21 Jun 2005|11:38pm] |
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everything right now is pretty much completely rediculous. that applies in a different way to every situation.
...at least it's not uninteresting.
♥
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[05 Jun 2005|03:18pm] |
this summer i want to:
get a tan
be nonstop busy
love
have/go to parties every day
work a good amount but not too much
spend all my money
do ZERO summer reading
not go to summer school [pass school now.]
be awesome
meet awesome people
hang out with awesome people
etc.
the end.
dear god, make me do my history term paper. or, make someone do it for me. thanks.
-kateri.
PS i called into work today because my voice is gone and i don't know why.
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[31 May 2005|11:09pm] |
"That's life. If nothing else, it's life. It's real, and sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's sort of all we have."
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[19 May 2005|08:27pm] |
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CAR.!!&^!&*@&*!%@!!!%356817@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's more blue in the real world. YAYYYYYYY CAR. <3
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| it's just a matter of time until we're all found out |
[16 May 2005|10:54pm] |
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remember when i craved marshmallows for a week after coming back from europe, because the clouds reminded me of them.
i've only really cried in public once in my life.
sometimes i think people should just relax. including myself. just relax and stop thinking, for just a little while.
remember when kayleen and alissa and i went canoing on alissa's lake. and remember when laura zeugner calmed me down and made me go back to mr. abraham on the worst day of my life, and when matt & kim threw me the most beautiful birthday party ever. and when me & jarrod went to dennys at 2 am for bacon. and when i lived at clare's house for an entire summer. and remember when nick made me go to best buy before prom [but i'm glad he did]. and when laura nichols listened to me about all my life crap throughout last summer. and when me & marina & jarrin & matt a. adventured through boston to go to a show on the coldest night alive. & when laura zeugner & i got molested in paris. and, when i changed the name of all of my friends/boyfriends/whatever's pets. & when tanya and i skipped 4th 5th & lunch and went to dunkin donuts, stop&shop, target, and brandon's house. and when kayleen called me when i was crying and i lied to her and told her i had a cold. and when i danced on nick's feet because matt mara kept stepping on mine. remember when matt moriarty snorted smushed smarties in class. and when he died, miss curtin just made and bought us as much food as possible because she didn't know what else to do. and when that brought the school together for a little while, even though it's the worst possible way it could have happened. and when hugs were the only cure for certain things. remember when me & marina & matt mara wandered around the streets of paris in the rain looking for that bar, and only found a starbucks, which was more perfect than anything.
i guess i've been holding back saying certain things for so long that it's just unnoticeable anymore. they're still there.
HAHAHA i'm gay.
♥
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